Geeeeeeeeeeee I'm in Kampar right now
And I'm actually blogging now in my hmm new room haha
Everyone kept asking me how's college how's college
And I dont actually know how to answer it BUT what I can say is that it's
SOMETHING NEW :)
I've been walking a lot these days till my legs pain
I guess I need more shoesssssss hahahahaha
My whole cupboard of shoes are really NOT enough ahhaha
Anyway experiencing new things & totally liking it =]
Things are new,Lecturers are new,Campus-mates are new,Environment is new etc
New stress coming up due to studies & assignments
Not getting use to have a bunch of assignment group friends as IDK them at ALL
But it's a necessary to be with them for this sem =/
However,I'm still enjoying though I feel more exhausted now compared to high school
So I'm having a change of life & lifestyle now
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT :P

US !!!!! Wheeeeeeeeeeeee



Happily ever after :)
In my own world,
6:59 PM

HA HA HA HA
It's 2011 already
It's not 2010 anymore
BYE 2010 , WELCOME 2011
Had my best new year countdown ever =]
There was a time I felt that time passes as slow as snail
But however after that certain period time passes as fast as lightning OMG
How fast long term holiday ended and ppl started going back to school
Students started putting on their uniforms instead of party dresses
But what makes me feel weird is that I DONT HAVE TO PUT ON MY UNIFORM ANYMORE
Awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :P
I dont need to find reasons for skipping school
I can sleep as long as I like without getting scolded for not going to school
I put on my own clothes,own dressing styles EVERY SINGLE DAY
Sounds cool right???? but it's not that cool though
I wanna go to school,I want my new school to reopen ASAP
Because it'll be the life I was craving for since 200days + AGO
HOWWWW long I've been waiting,waiting and waiting
But we successfully waited till today *how patient we are right*
For me,everyday is about going out,keeping fit,sleeping etc etc
I still have many things wishing to do mmmmmmmm
Anyway I had really greats days now,having fun with the benlou haha
Keep it up Keep it up =]]]]]]] wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Smile =)

LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE.

P/s iwishuaretheretofillupmyeveryday ♥ | 13days
In my own world,
6:56 PM

I'm eating lots of chocolates these days
Will chocolates actually make one happy???
But that's not the reason I eat them because I cant find my happiness through them
I can only find my happiness through him :)
Spm had ended,holiday is what I"m having now
But why am I feeling so boring when it's holiday
No books but only you + entertainments with you
Aint I'm supposed to be super happy that I dont have to see books
I dont have to wake up during the midnight to study
But I realise when there's no studying,and no you,I'm really miserable =[
I've been non stop worrying this worying that,why am I acting like an old lady ==
When I'm worry,I cannot judge and I cannot make decisions
This leads me to become direction-less
That's why I am here sitting alone,bullshyting,thinking what the heck I'm doing
I dont know what should I do
I have not idea what can I do
I cannot afford to be alone anymore *ghosh*
This is not a good thing I bet but it's also a sweet thing to say
I dont want to exist as ONE
Well,whatever....I'm eating chocolates non stop
Gaining weight....increasing number of pimples....OMGGGG
I have to tell myself stop eating,stop eating and stop eating ahha
Hope that days will become better and better
I'll pray hard ;)
Christmas is coming and I need a good Christmas this year
Picha during the Christmas party on 17th of Dec



Although this is the only picture taken
Although it's not that perfect in the sense of angle
But I still like it for some reasons
kcirreJ....uevol ♥
A wonderful night I've had :)

P.s 26 days...from 200+ days till now 20+ days COOL
In my own world,
1:32 PM

It's not really holiday yet because I still have my last subject - EST
But I dont know what to study for what and I'm just like having my holiday now
So finally HAPPY HOLIDAY TO MYSELF =]
Woke up kinda late today,hmm at least later than before
Then nothing much,went ISC
Enjoyed the whole day there with my beloved =)
Laugh laugh laugh,smile smile smile,sot sot sot,eat eat eat hahahaha
I like the way it is =)
Today IS a good day yayyyyyyyyy
After ISC went to a boutique near my house to peep through haha
Because that place was kinda hard to park AND I seldom get to see it opens LOL
That's why I went there and I bought few items
I am really a very choosy person but I take it as a good point of mine XD
Because if I'm not choosy,I'll not be able to choose the best...'u' hees
I am wondering how I'll look like soon
HOPEFULLY it turns better but not worst haha
So I'm enjoying looking at my magazines and waiting =)
I seriously need to stop eating for some time
I NEED to STOP ! grrrrr
I think I need to learn how to put make ups for myself
I know I wont do that often BUT I think I should know at least
=)

S-W-E-E-T <3



P/s None of a day is great without you =) *muackssss*
In my own world,
8:46 PM

Today is an extremely good day
But not mentioning the Bio papers la lol
I'll never forget the taste of the spaghetti I ate this afternoon
It was superb :P
Although it's not anything special,BUT it's the best I've ever ate
Nearly involve in an accident due to those wild animals crossing the road ==
Anyway I'll learn not the go too near to the car in front and slow down the speed
Time flies....time really flies...
I'm not waiting to sit my last paper for SPM - EST
It's not a study subject because I dont know what can I study for this subject
But still I wish to score in this subject =)
I feel that I was actually mentioning that SPM's going to start not too long ago
WHO KNOWS it's going to end SOON,VERY SOON *boOooooo*
My entertainments like shopping,movies,dramas,novels,magazines.... ARE COMING !
I feel so weird in a sudden that I dont have to actually study for any subject now
At this time I should be planning what time should I wake up in the midnight DUH
Went ISC with my sorlou =)
Spent some lovely time with him and had SOOOOO MUCHHHHH FUN xP
Never been sooo happy for quite some time *maaaak*
This is the life I WANTTTTTT wheeeeee
Met my additional math teacher,Mr Chong =)
He's a nice man and I'll miss his teaching I bet
Then chit chat with my sorlou laughed like mad with him wheeeeeee
Went homeeeeeee after that and I start....him <3
But never stop chatting because I just feel so happy that I can talk NON STOP xP
There's a joy inside my heart and I'm looking forward for tomorrow hees
Tomorrow is Thursday,nothing special about tomorrow BUT it's special for ME haha
H.A.P.P.YYYYYYYYYYYYY ^^
Here I wish all form 5 students a HAPPY HOLIDAY & ALL THE BEST =)
Hope that all form 5 will feel relief after everything =)

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK
Happy Macam ini ok,kami =P



P/s I<3U
In my own world,
7:36 PM

Good Morning world !
I actually dont know what to blog about but I cannot stand looking at the book
But 0% in my brain DUHHHHH or maybe just 10% la hhaha
Yesterday was rather a great day
Exam - ISC - Exam - ISC - Grandparent's house - Moven Peak
Varieties of food were ordered by me,Duncan,Gason,my mum & another uncle
Came home feeling that I've gained weight ==
And it's the FACT too due to some reasons
Then just chit chat chit chat
And then...
I can actually sleep longer this morning BUT there's phone calls continuously lol
So is prepared to go out for breakfast...
But I dont have the feel to put any food inside my mouth
I shall tape my mouth haha to avoid eating
So is here studying since 8 something
So far so good la but feeling a bit boring
But unfortunately I feel a bit miserable that SPM is going to end
I will not be able to study Chemistry,Add Math,Physic and Bio anymore
Although those are not my strong subjects
But no doubt saying during SPM,when I study for these subjects,I feel that...
Studying these few subjects are FUN and I find them INTERESTING...
But have interest doesn't mean have to be very good in it la as I'm not
What if I can study the subjects but not for exam,then I think I'll LOVE it
After SPM ends,no more studying for some time,only entertainments
Thinking what are the entertainments for me after SPM
Hopefully I'll really enjoy my entire holiday before college life starts
I just hope that I'll be happy every single day,we'll be happy every single day :)
I want to smile,I want to smile,I WANT TO SMIEEEEEEEEE

Cheese.



p/s time flies
In my own world,
8:37 AM

I'm having my Chemistry paper tomorrow *GHOSH*
I feel that it's soooo freaking confusing and complicated
Why did I ever take up this subject ?
But I kinda like it because I wanted to make my own perfume ==
I know it's kinda lame but then I wish I can mix the chemicals and then....
TA TA TA....have my OWN brand perfume HA HA HA
Obviously I'm dreaming,but dreams come true RIGHT haha
So today is a busy day
Breakfast...ISC....Dinner
But today is an incomplete day to me because....
I hardly see smiles from somebody *maaak*
I did something funny which I dint expect myself to do that this morning
But however I've made the unexpected thing on the unexpected person's phone
Actually it's not unexpected because he's the main purpose BUT....
I bet someday someone will use it to hmmm "jeng" me
But still I'm happy with what I've done haha *hope that you're too*
I've been studying the whole day except the badminton hours
I still need to put more effort on it tonight but I need some rest FIRST
Therefore I'm going for dinner now =)
Yesterday night was COOL because I read....
Although the contents made me feel hmmm....
BUT still I can feel it =)
Yea yea I'm rushing now so gtg
That's all for today's blog
WISH ME LUCK FOR TOMORROW'S CHEMISTRY PPAPER XP

U-LA-LA

P/s How could you smiled so less blek
In my own world,
6:42 PM

Goodbye is a disaster to me when it's from your mouth to me
Awhhhhh when can this stops
Everytime I'll just whisper...Dont go....
I also hope that all the nonsenses will stop
Is today a great day ?
YES it SHOULD be a good one but unfortunately it's not that great
But I guess the good-things will be able to cover up the not-so-good ones
I'm becoming more and more emotional these days especially my eyes *grrr*
I seriously cannot accept things that pop out in a sudden
My heart will stunt and I'll turn speechless
And this is so-not-me I know
But what to do =[[[[
Sometimes I'm just too straight forward
I think I need to make a change about it
Anyway I was told that I am a dumb player
I will not be able to express myself when I face new opponents
And it's totally true but how =[
I have no ways to take away my fear
Hmmm but I'll try to learn it up

I wish we'd won.

P/s MAaakkk
In my own world,
7:09 PM

Things oh things
Days oh days
I need you with me
I just need you so badly
Dont go away from me because I want you
H.A.P.P.I.N.E.S.S
Although things are not as pleasant as I want
Although happiness seems to be falling apart from me
But WHO CARES,because I am believing that as long as it's mine,it'll be mine
SPM is coming to an end and 2010's SPM papers are seriously tough
But that's exam,the tougher it is,the better we are in the future *I THINK*
Sometimes I just dont know why things come and go in such a sudden manner
But I am clear with what I want,who I want & how I want it to be
I hope that things will remain unchange,even if it changes,go to the positive side
I will believe that everything that meant to be with me will stay with me
I dont know what am I doing now,except blogging
I've not been blogging for ages but I just feel doing it right now right here
Sometimes things just happen without my knowledge
And it's really hard for me to accept what's happening now
Because it's very unpredictable as I've been holding on so long because of this
From midnight till now but it turned up to be not a very good one
But aren't I'm supposed to accept what's happening
That's part of life
But because it's related to you that makes me feel so impatient
Months and months and months we've been through
I dont realise how time passes because I have thee with me
Loveliness...happiness...sweetness....jeolousy....sadness....moodiness etc etc
Everything that meant to be with us mean si much to me
In a sudden I feel very impatient...boring....lonely...
But I'm waiting with full patience,doing nothing
Because I'm lost
How should I tell out how much it is in me now
How can I take that as a normal thing without your words to me
Is that going to over here or will that be a nutrient for me and my life
Staying strong,covering my weaknes,I'm doing it now
How I wish....
How I hope....
How I pray....
Rescue me

Your absence makes me feel that hours are like centuries
Your absence drives me crazy
I simply...just..._ _ _ _ thee
I am waiting and hoping and wishing for the time...

P/s I want nothing at this moment,except your presence
In my own world,
8:51 PM

What am I doing now HUH
I dont know what am I doing
I'm communicating with my 2 babies through Skype
HAHAHAHAHAHHA
Picture picture xP



Piggy Mummie ^@^



Mad Mummie =P

And guess what
SEE THE MAD ME =P



Homework. PEEPS
Missing U. PEEPS
Loving U. PEEPS
Sor-ing. PEEPS
Music. Peeps
Dreaming. PEEPS

Truly,Madly,Deeply....loving Joon,Babie,Jamie,Bearie,Joonie ! <3

P/s 93 days =)
In my own world,
8:41 PM