I was quite angry this morning....
Something to do with my maid....
Anyway since it had past,forget it...
But after that.....I realised....
I dont feel like doing anything.....
I feel like doing NOTHING.....
Except lying down on your shoulder silently....
School was normal but we had photography section during coco.....
We were all sweating like as if we were bathing hahaa
I wonder why the girls were so concern whether they have a prom date or not...
It's just a partner to go in together....
It's not like partner for life ==
Does it really matters whether the boy ask first or the girl ask first? o.O
I actually feel kinda stress nowadays.....
I know everything is just around the corner ==
Production....Mid Year....Trials....SPM.....
ARGHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Teachers kept on reminding us that everything is nearer and nearer....
No time to joke around,fool around.....
Helping us to countdown how many days left....
I really feel like fainting when I listen to that.....
I've started studying actually...
But NOTHING goes in my mind.....
WHAT CAN I DO?!
I need someone to tell me....
I need someone to teach me what should I do....
But I just cannot allow my stress to affect my smile everyday.....
I want to be happy.....
I am happy actually....
I feel very greatful to have the sor lou in my life....
But I just dont know how long do I need him to worry about me...
I am not meant to stay with him wanting him to worry me everyday.....
I am meant to stay by his side....
To love him....
Care for him....
Support him.....
Overall,to have a happy life with him.....
Why must there be something to kacau me living my happy life?
WHY?!
I simply like Friday,Saturday and Sunday so much.....
Because only during these 3 days.....
I dont have to think of stressful things in my mind...
I will enjoy fully with my sor lou within these 3 days....
I wish I can be like this EVERYDAY....
I really wish I can =[
But soon I will not be enjoying that much anymore....Haih
I want to smile everyday as I know he wishes to see my smile everyday....
Anyway had rehearsal today for the production....
I think I did quite well though my toe was cacat =]
We received compliment saying that our performance is grand....
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Hard work is not wasted.....
Let's see whether it'll be good or bad in the real production night....
I'm actually quite scare because it's like in 2 weeks time o.O
My good-di-ness
Isn't good that time pass so fast???
YES it is but.....I just wish that it will pass a little bit slower at certain time.
Especially the time when I and U are together =[
It'll be BEST if I can control the time....
When I am alone.....
Closing my eyes....
Thinking what's in my mind...
I realise that I CANT WAIT for my new(live,laugh,love,lunatic)life with you in 2011....
I cant think of ways to make myself not to miss you so much....
I cannot stop myself for thinking of you whole day long.....
NO WAY!
NEVER!
EVER!
stop missing or loving you....
Having a bowl of vegetables as my dinner currently (:
Yummy ~

Rest well my dear after driving for several hours

P.s 4 days,71 days,219 days
In my own world,
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