Chemistry PAWNED
I screwed it up as well
I've studied but I wonder why I cant think of the answers at that moment
WHY?!WHY?!WHY?!
I felt that I was so unless and dumb
Till I barely able to stand,I told my teacher ' I dont want to do it '
For the first time I tell a teacher I dont want to do the paper during my test o.O
How brave I was LOL
But after thinking for a while,I know why it happened
I was too nervous and I paniced
That's why I made the situation worst
Everything started this morning as I closed my alarm and I did not wake up to study
After I woke up I was so nervous as if I've lost all my directions
What should I do?What should I do?
I holded my Chemistry book and never leave it till teacher called my name once again
But it's okay,I will take this lesson and learn how to calm myself down
I should relax....relax....and relax......
Went home early as I dont want to stay there
Not feeling well sttaying there and I've got no more paper after lunch
But Mr Chong said it's against the school rule.but still I can say it's because I'm feeling sick
On my way home,I was so freaking pissed that I dont know why
Whatever she said I dint listen nor give any response
But I remember and I know what she was saying
To me,WHO CARES ~
No matter you all like it or not,it's MY choice
My choice is HIM,no others
I should have faith in him and also my own decision
I<3Him....that's the beginning of everything and I wish it'll be the last too
My mind is still turning left and right,up and down
But I was kinda emo for a while and so I bet I made my sor lou worried
Skyped with him before he started his journey back to Ipoh again
Was happy to see him because that's the thing I was hoping since this morning
But......sadness and disappointments are upon meeeeeeeeeee now
This is the 1st time.......
OMG T_T
How can you treat me like that?!?!?!
Herherherherherherherher
Somehow today I'm feeling kinda weak
I dont want to stay alone or being alone
I'm weird I admit
I'm just so troublesome huh



You're always in my mind ~

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P.s 30 days,180 days
In my own world,
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