PEACE....I need you
Can anyone tell me why isn't so HARD to have a peaceful life?
I swear I dint ask for more,as long as it's enough
I can have less money & less materials in order to have a life that I want
A life that I really really want
I just want to stay happy,less worries,less burdens,sweet & more smiles and laughter
I basically have them all because there's someone that give me all of them
But why on earth must there be some ppl that give me worries and burdens?
Can I dont care and leave it?
Can I be a little selfish by only care for what I want
Others business can I dont get involved?
Everytime when I've decided NOT to care,somehow ppl must relates me in certain things
Dont you know I am VERY HAPPY with my life now?!
Except for certain upcoming events like trials & spm
Other than that I am totally and certainly VERY please with my life
Because at least there's someone there to be with me
Haih ~ Before that I thought I'm patient enough to wait for 2011 to come
150+ days to go,I was counting it down as I have faith that I can wait
I can wait because the day will come very soon
As long as the day comes,it's worth for me to be patient
BUT now...at this moment....I CANT WAIT ==
I wish tomorrow is the day
The beginning of my happy life and the end of my worries+burdens
I'm supposed to be the *happiness supplier*
But now I've became the *worries supplier*
I shall really tell myself
CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE CONCENTRATE
DO what is needed
LIVE in my own way as long as I'm happy & it does not bring troubles to others
Can I?
Someone please tell me YES,YOU CAN!
I believe I CAN but no doubt by saying I'm weaker now
It's true and I have to accept the changes in me
I am really trying very hard to be the way I want
IF there's no anyone blocking my way,I am very please with myself
But *pin pin* ppl like to block me and give me troubles
EWwwwwww SHIUuuuuuuuuu Go away larrrrrrrr
I dont love you,I dont like you,I dont need you
I only love 1 person on earth and I only need that person but not anyone else
So others,including bacterias,viruses,germs,worries,sadness,burdens...GO AWAY!
I must smile more
I know you like to see my smile (:
I'm giving you a HUGE one now

=))))))))))

4 more days to go ~
I sound more excited and looking forward than you
Because this is the thing that makes me happy for now haha
I know it's not MINE but it doesn't even matter
I'm still happy because it's YOURS =P
But I wont be so greedy to take it away from you lar blerk
Share la share la hahaha

Pictures taken this morning while I was waiting....waiting....waiting...HA HA




P.s 4 days(wheeeeeeee),152 days
In my own world,
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