I'm eating lots of chocolates these days
Will chocolates actually make one happy???
But that's not the reason I eat them because I cant find my happiness through them
I can only find my happiness through him :)
Spm had ended,holiday is what I"m having now
But why am I feeling so boring when it's holiday
No books but only you + entertainments with you
Aint I'm supposed to be super happy that I dont have to see books
I dont have to wake up during the midnight to study
But I realise when there's no studying,and no you,I'm really miserable =[
I've been non stop worrying this worying that,why am I acting like an old lady ==
When I'm worry,I cannot judge and I cannot make decisions
This leads me to become direction-less
That's why I am here sitting alone,bullshyting,thinking what the heck I'm doing
I dont know what should I do
I have not idea what can I do
I cannot afford to be alone anymore *ghosh*
This is not a good thing I bet but it's also a sweet thing to say
I dont want to exist as ONE
Well,whatever....I'm eating chocolates non stop
Gaining weight....increasing number of pimples....OMGGGG
I have to tell myself stop eating,stop eating and stop eating ahha
Hope that days will become better and better
I'll pray hard ;)
Christmas is coming and I need a good Christmas this year
Picha during the Christmas party on 17th of Dec



Although this is the only picture taken
Although it's not that perfect in the sense of angle
But I still like it for some reasons
kcirreJ....uevol ♥
A wonderful night I've had :)

P.s 26 days...from 200+ days till now 20+ days COOL
In my own world,
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